reflect on narration

All the past narratives we have been looking at really gave me a good idea of how a narrative is like. So basically, through the narration, the author tells a story that happened to he or she or a character within that story. It can be told through first person point of view or sometimes through third person point of view. Sometimes, the author combine both method like the story about a mother working. The author can use many different methods, but they will all be describing a certain event.

Right now i really can't wait for school to be over. But then at the same time i don't want school to end yet. One reason is obviously because of final. I would be careless for all the other classes but one. And this final is going to drive me crazy if i don't do well on. I want to study right now but i have no idea where to start. But secondly, i really don't want to leave my friends. I can't imagine next year without my people. T-T I'm going to miss them so much.

SIGHHH...I know that I need to start studying for real now since final is coming but yet i'm still procastinating. The next thing i know, I'll be staying up all night trying to finish all my works. But the thing is that this blogger thing is pissing me off. I kept on trying to post my blogs and it won't let me; ALL OF THE SUDDEN!!! URGH. MAn i had a long weekend but this is gonna be an even longer week. :((

i had the worst weekend ever!!! Not to mention the fact that i had no personal time; I had to work on my project 3 days straight. It's been so long since i study for that much time without being distracted. In short, my weekend seem so much longer than mere 3 days to me. And i guess it's all the result of all the times i was procastinating eventhough i told myself i would stop doing that a months ago. :(

Okayy, so last blog for the week let just get over with it. How was your day? mine was good! How was your weekend? mine was tiring and awesome!! How was Mother Day for you? I'm just proud of myself for making my mom a puzzle ( some of you might think it's easy but it was a lot of effort for so THERE!!)! How are you feeling? I feel great! :D

Omigah I'm so excited for friday and weekend cuz i'm gonna do something that you don't know, but I know and I know that you don't know, but you know that i know that you don't that you know that I do but you don't, and i know that you know that i know what you know you don't know, but you know that i know that you know that you don't know. I n short, you don't know what I'm talking about ;D

Hmm...I'm happy and relax right now since i'm no longer jammed with a bunch of work. It feel just like after taking an exam; you don't care how you did anymore but just glad that you're finally got it over with. But then not for long, final will come, and I'll need to finish Thompson's project, and i'll be stress again. And then afterward i'll feel good; so good that i'll party 2 days straight ;D . LoL that sounds like good idea xD

URGG!!!! I forgot my books again!!! I'm not even planning to procrastinate. I'm at the point where I really need to get my works done right now and I keep on forgetting my books. Now you tell me how I'm suppose to study. My mom ask me why I chill more than study. Well, apparently i didn't do all this on purpose. I even reminded my self before leaving the school. Man... I wish there is some drug that will increase your memory to the max!!!!! 

It's getting hot again and I am not enjoying this. I miss the good old cool weather with not as much sun. I can see myself going crazy when the weather gets really hot already. Anyway, I can't believe it's only a few weeks until school is over. You might not believe I say this but I don't want it to end at all. I will be so sad without my girls/boys. They're all leaving me!!! I'll be so lonely next year until I make new friends again. But I doubt I would love anyone more than hannah ToTTT

Parents can sometimes be so stubborn. Once they don't want you to do something, they keeps on making excuses one after another; and they're so obvious too. Why is it so hard to let your daughter to have fun with her best friends before they graduate? She don't even have to spend a buck!! And it's not even alone time; we're going to be with adults!!! There are basically nothing to be worried about. She even brought up swine flu. Apparently I spend every day at school with more than a thousand students and thats not dangerous but hanging out with less than ten friends is? She said it's not educational so I DONT have to join. And now I tell her our activities can be count for community service hours and she ignores me. I just don't get it. 

Monday, as usual was the best day of the week!! I had a wonderful day thanks to all my friends; and my mom for a fantastic dinner. My legs are falling apart right now. I want to sleep so badly, but i also want to watch my favorite show, but I also have to do my reading for Thompson's class. So with 3 choices ahead, which one should I choose??? For now, I'm just gonna chill. ;D

This song came out for while; nevertheless, it never gets boring. I listened to it again yesterday and now it's stuck in my head. So, i decided to blog about it for my homies Hannah and Thai!! It's one of the cutest song i ever heard, so everyone should like it (at least a little) ps: especially *rachel K* xD

My most recent favorite show happen to be LOVE SHUFFLE!!!! From the title I thought it would be some cheezy romance stuffs, but its not. The story line involves Kei, a saleryman, Airu, a trilingual interpreter, Ojiro, a model photographer, Masato, a psychiatrist; and their lovers. with unsuccessful love relationships, they decided to shuffle their relationship with each other. They continue to switch off date partners; but at some point, they find their true ones. Anyway, it's TERRIBLY FUNNY so just watch :)

And the last thing I'm going to talk about for my blog is what you guys probably have been hearing or saying all day today, the HEAT!!!! It was supper hot after school. To be even worst, i had a badminton game. The team shirt was a bit thick i think. I could have gotten sun sick!!! in the GYM!!! jk But yeah it was really killing me. I was really proud of my brother. Even though he didn't win he tried his best. It was an exciting game. Keep it up bro!!! ( ps. his opponent was hot)

Today was a great day for me. meeting my friends  again after long spring break was a great thing. Most people don't like MOnday. But strangely, It's on of my favorite school day in the week. I had a really good break. I went down LA and SAn Diego. It was one of the most busy trip I have been on since  my sister and her boyfriend also have work down there. But overall, it was still great. I had a lot of new experience  and met new people. I missed all my friends nevertheless (i'm lying). And of course i know you guys missed me too!!!!...right? 

OH MY GOSHHH!!! I'm so angry at my yahoo!! It keeps on signing me out al of the sudden. I missing out all conversations. In short it's being very disturbing and interrupting. Anyway, I'm actually excited to be back to school. It's easier for me to wake up now since it's not so cool that I wish I could cuddle in the bed; or maybe that's just because it's monday. I had a good time today thanks to my buddies ;D they're beasts but I still love them!!! xD

I delayed all my works until the last minute and guess what happen? HAHAH I'm doomed now! So much things to study for!!! And soo many tests/quizzes in one week!! What am I gonna do ToTTTTT. For those who also like to delay works like I, DON'T EVEN TRY!!! Unless you're incurable! If you don't want to keep having to suffer later outcomes like I, then a suggestion is not to even try, or think, or do , or attempt procrastinate (once u start delaying, you will keep on delaying!!! trust me xD) 

I heard tomorrow is going to rain. A lot of people have wondered why it rains so unexpectedly and random since the raining season has been over for a while now. Well let me tell you why this happens....Kimi was ON TIME today to school thats why!!!!!!!!!! I'm very proud of myself and hope to keep it up. I don't care what you think so please don't leave comments saying it's impossible for me!!! thankyou :)

I hate rains when I go to school. I mean it's great when you are home because then you can just lie and nap whenever you want. Its already hard to stay awake in class but now rain?? On top of that, your body feel uncomfortable and clumsy. And then your hair get wet and they stick together. YOur clothes smells and wet. Your bag gets dirty and wet. And your shoes get muddy. And the worst thing is, it's probably going to be pretty impossible to wake up or even get to school in time ;D lol

I really enjoy Mr. Mclette's project. The rules are really straight forward and there are no shark stamps ;D Last week and this week has been very interesting with the whole new environment or what not. I'm so tired and out of ideas now and am blabbing...random random stufffffffsssss ;D

I think that when a student is having a hard time in class, the teacher should have a personal talk to he or she and try to find a resolution; and not make it harder for the students. If a student doesn't improve when you complains them; then it's probably better to have a friendly and comforting talk. It's almost amazing how some teacher never try to have a friendly talk to find out the problem. The fact that teachers have different ways of teaching and helping students is also a problem because students have different ways of learning and accepting things. I have a friend who knows exactly what he did wrong in that class to get bad scores. He tries to get better but keep on stressing out because his teacher keep on pushing him and his friends are also making it hard for him by not being understanding. I would be great if there's a way to solve this.   

I can't believe i am writing blogs right now. I'm having a fever with terrible body pain (owwww~). I even told myself to not wait until monday to do all the blogs and yet i did it again. i also promised a teacher that i'll be on time tomorrow and yet i'm probably wont be able to come ToTTTTT. But wednesday for sure i'm gonna be at school and on time. Just you watch ...

Sigh....i think i need to start doing blogs before monday. Doing all three in one day is still too much work lol. But then again, how do i fix this bad habit of waiting until the last moment to do work of mine....Urggg i dont like this farming whatever book. I mean it's good and everything but reading is probably not the best way to keep an exhausted person who just want to sleep and give up on the rest awake. sigh.......-_______-

OHHH i swear, if there is one thing i wanna do rite now, it's to sleep. I don't wanna do this blog anymore.....~The funny thing is, i want to finish my homework as fast as possible so i can go and sleep. But because I was too sleepy, i ended up chatting and fooling around for another 30 minutes to keep myself awake. Rolling on the flore laughing my ass off out loud ;D

MONKS

Seeing people have been posting poems up for their blogs, i also want to do one. It's a very very short and non-haiku poem that i wrote a long time ago; since there are nothing else for me to talk about. Rachel have the rest of this poem but here is the original:

1,2,3 monks

4,5,6 hours spent

7,8,9,10 affairs next to them

Jack, Queen, King, A's- they're gambling

The result on enlightenment... :)

Those who know how to play card games like 13 should understand this poem. I'm sorry if you don't understand. (And it's obviously about monks) xD 

Mann...The first thing i need right now is a break. I wish Spring break is in March. I'm going to do count down from now, and everyday, until the break comes. It's still sooooo far away, but I am desperate for it. I feel so stressed out for some reason. It's funny how I wants so much breaks yet I don't want the school year to be over. hhehehe 

The most recent favorite, entertaining, inspiring, adorable,  funniest of all, and shocking comedy drama, THREE DADS ONE MOM!!!!! Another great korean drama that will surely bring you great laughter to the point you will get abs. Na Young and her husband wants a child, but the doctor said that the husband won't be able to get her pregnant. His three best friends decided to help them and donate sperm. But then later the husband got in an accident and died (that part was heart breaking ToTTT). All three best friends decided to help Na Young raise the child since they don't know which guy fathered the girl. This wonderful drama revolves around their warm and loving relationship (between the dads and mom to the child) :)

Today is another monday just like any other monday. I fail to fulfill my teacher's wish yet once again..sigh....What a bad day~Like any other monday, i was sleepy, tired, energy-less, didn't feel like participating in school. But of course, because I'm a good student, I forced myself to pay attention anyway; although sometimes i do wander my mind off somewhere, and eventually fall as sleep. Anyway, sorry for the randomness. -_____-

Got more times to kill? another great drama to check out is "Smiling Pasta"!!! It's definitely another great comedy-romance that ia definitely cute if not funny. He Qun is a famous idol with a lot of scandals. After seeing his girlfriend walks away on him with his lil' brother during his live concert, He Qun refused to stay after for interviews and left. While running away from the paparazzi, He Qun bump into Xiao Shi ( a unordinary girl); and his life thus changed. Xiao Shi suffers countless short term relationships that never last longer than 3 months (claims to be her curse). Will meeting this hot super star help her break her curse?? Find out on mysoju.com (look for the title there) xD starring Nicholas Teo and Cyndi Wang !!!! ;D

This drama has nothing to do with kungfu in spite of the picture :] 

It's about time i should start blogging about new dramas. "Invincible Shan Bao Mei" is one of my new favorite drama. If you are looking for some "laugh to tears" thing to watch, this is it!! Sun Wu Di was kidnapped along with his father when he was young. He lost his father after that, grow up never trusting anyone again. He's a famous young leader of a food company and is independent. That is until, one day he meet Hu Shan Bao (the main humor of this drama), everything changes. Starring Sun Wu Di is Nicholas Teo. For those who watched Smiling Pasta, he's the singer. Great movie!! Must watch!!!!!

I was late for a reason today!!! yes! finally has an excuse~ anyway, my uncle was suppose to change the time for all the clocks in the house. And yet he left out MY ALARM. (rolling on the floor laughing). I mean seriously....that should have been the first thing he did. I don't blame him though. But what surprises me was that i was not that late considering waking up half an hour later than usual. This means the problem never lies on the time i wake up. I just never rushes until the last minute. Otherwise i does everything slowlyyyyyyy. :) just random stuffs xD

intro

If you have some time to kill, check out the two blogs below. They are great mv. Main character for the first one is Hong Ki and for the second one is Jae Jin. I personally like the second one better for some reason. I guess it's cuter and less complicated. I like FT island but the only bad thing about them is that their songs are too depressing and so are their music videos. Hmmm..... i have nothing else to blog about...so enjoy~ xD-ty

PLEASE WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW BEFORE WATCHING THIS

DO NOT READ THIS DESCRIPTION BEFORE WATCHING THE MV. This is part two of the mv below. The same song was used, accept it involves a different guy. Jae Jin is the main character for this part. In part 2 for this mv, Jae Jin ( another guy from the basketball team) likes an older woman  who works at a shoe store. Apparently, this lady gives him free shoes because he's cute lol. And then later, they went in taxi together. The taxi driver lied saying his car broke down and asked Jae Jin to go down and push it. But then he drive away, kidnapped the lady. The taxi driver turn out to be short off psycho. Jae Jin came to the girl's rescue and died while saving her. ToTTTT

heaven~ft island mv

PLEASE WATCH THE MV BEFORE READING THE DESCRIPTION XD

FT. Island is a great band, although not my favorite. This is part one of the mv for the songs, HEAVEN and I LOVE YOU. Featured in the video are members of FT island. I think the mv is about a group of friends who have great passion for basketball. Among these friends, two of them like the same girl. This girl later got in an accident; and in order to get enough money to pay for her bill, the team decided to play an illegal basketball match. Hong ki (the one that bought a hair clip) got his dad to be their team coach. The 2nd half of the mv is about the whole team going through training together. In the end they lost the basketball game. And then i don't know what happens to the girl :D

Mannnn~ every morning, when i wake up, wishing that i could stay on the bed a little longer, i always told myself that i will not waste time after homework and just go straight to bed. But guess what, i never do that. Today, yet once again i am going to watch a drama when i should be in bed. I might be late tomorrow; but i can't stop myself. I guess i'm addicted xD Am sorry JEnkinsss :(

I wish weekend would have been longer. Somehow, it felt like a long weekend. Anyway, today was really fun in English class, i really like the movie. I have a feeling that the son might die. It would be so sad if he really does. And it was also sad how the father kept on pretending like nothing happens when he's been through so much. And guess what, i didn't sleep!!! oops did i say that? -______-;; SHHH sorry i've nothing to talk about. 

Monday doesn't feel like monday at all. This morning i waked up, turn off my alarm n stared at it for a long time until i realized it's morning i need to go to school. I went into the bathroom and spaced out for a long time until i waked up and continue my actions. After that i went into my closet and slept (kinda like stay frozen) for a long time and then continued my process. I ended up being late :)

Crazy-son dambi

One of the female singer i mentioned in one of my previous blogs is Son Dambi. Last time i blogged about the song Bad Boy (if i'm not mistaken). This time, it's the best song i've heard from her, CRAZY!!!! This song rocks. I thought the lyric describes the composer's feeling at the time pretty well. To me, it sounded like a woman going through an emotional stage (desperate, hurt, love crazed) after being hurt by a man. Anyway, i love this song and Son Dambi!!!!

TOMBOY-bae suel gi

Another great female singer!!!Bae Seul Gi is popular for her songs Strong Woman, and Tomboy (actually they're just my favorite songs from her); as well as her natural beauty (cute) and style. This song i'm showing you is called Tomboy. The lyric is very cute, entertaining and realistic (so is the mv xD); well, to me it does. It's definitely a great and fun song to listen to whenever you got some times. So, ENJOYYY!!! ^w^ 

FAREWELL BAB BOY-dambi/big bang

In my last two blogs, LAST FAREWELL and BAD BOY,  are my two most recent favorite songs. Now they're combined. Fit in the best harmony and great chemistry. The original is great it's self, but for both of them to come together is just so good. I usually don't like remix, but this one sounds like a total different song. Surprisingly the lyric also fit; then again, like a total different song. Please listen to the original version of each songs below before listening to this xD   enjoy~~~~~ >.<

BIG BANG-LAST FAREWELL

My most recent favorite boy band ( beside my all time favorite Epik High) is Big Bang. One of their very old song is Last Farewell. I love the music video. THE INTRO IS SUPPER CUTE WITH THE CLASSIC BACKGROUND MUSIC AND NERDY GUY lmao!!! I think the video is pretty self explanatory. But if you're confused between to guys, the good looking and the nerdy one is the same person. He just become a different man at night. And the girl fall for his handsome self at night. and apparently, she doesn't notice him when he dress nerdy. But at the end, he gave a hand sign, and that's when she know. The guy featured in the video is one of my favorite actor. So, enjoy!!!! pay attention to the mv (the singers in this mv are like story tellers so they're not in the story) xD

Son Dambi-BAD BOY

One of my favorite song from Son Dambi, another great Korean female singer , is BAD BOY. Dambi is my recent favorite female singer. I wound out about her through a Korean game show called WGM (in which i talked about in one of the previous blog). She's definitely very sexy; and has beautiful voice and great style. Many of her songs also have very nice beat to them. Those who like this song would love CRAZY, another great song (feat. by Eric) by Dambi. All the english subtitles versions of this songs doesn't show embed address, so i uploaded nonsub instead. However, if you want english, just go on youtube and its up there xD

The book we're currently reading in Thompson class, is a rather hard to read. It's so horrible and cruel, and sad. The saddest part is what the camp turn everyone into. Even father-son relationship is not bonded. It was sad throughout. But once i got to the parts where the boy got mad at his dad for getting into trouble and got beaten. I wonder what kind of pain the father must have felt seeing his son like that. I'm not blaming the son though. I could never imagine how hard it was for them. But i can say for sure, it must've been hard. And that's why i don't like this book. I prefer comedies, so I wonder when we'll get to read those xD

I am currently watching Golden Bride, another good drama. I've not yet finish watching the drama, so i can't guarantee it will be good throughout. But as far as i know, it's pretty good. Hanoi Bride is about a vietnamese-korean girl who lives in vietnam and is bilingual, volunteer to be married over to Korea in order to find her long lost father (before her mother goes by). If you don't mind sad dramas, it wont be a big deal. However, if you're like me, despises those kinds, then just do like i do, fast forward all her parts xD my favorite singer Kim Heechul from Super Junior is in there. He's also my main motive for watching the drama. The main female character is also the main actress in Iljimae (another drama for those who knows) xD   

Tomboy-bae suel gi

One of my recent favorite song is TOMBOY by Bae Suel Gi (once again). The melody of the song is good and the lyric is interesting/fun xD If anyone have time and doesn't mind listening to another good song, this is it. Bae Suel Gi isn't the best singer, but her style, charisma, and natural beauty is definitely considerable. I really like her songs. My most favorite is this song, and another is Strong Woman. xD enjoy~

Happy New Year everyone, whether you're Chinese, Vietnamese or not. In the upcoming year, I hope everyone will have an enjoyable, happy, lucky, bright, healthy, full of promotions, no regret, and smooth year. Lets have an incredible year, with all wishes come true!!!! MONEY RUSHES IN NONSTOP!!! xD For those who celebrate this holiday, hope you guys win lots of gambling money, and gets lots of red envelopes xDt

Another famous gambling game during Chinese New Year is Horse Race Chess. This game can be played by four people. Each has a team of four horses in different colors (red, blue, yellow, red). In the game, each person take turn to role two dice, and the number comes out as result determines the number of steps the his or her horse can go. The goal is to get your horses into the cage fastest. Once a person get all their horses in the cage, the game ends, and the everyone else have to pay for each of their horse that is not yet all the way in the cage. When you kick another player's horse, you that person will have to pay you in order to get their horse back. It's one of my favorite game, but takes a lot of time to finish. Even though it looks simple, because other horses will keep kicking your horse out of the game, it takes forever to finish. A game approximately last 45 minutes or more (sometimes a little less). And according to the plan, i'll be playing this game today xD kekekekek everyone wish me win lots lots lots lots lots of MONEYYYYYY :)) 

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~

YO YO YO, Happy New Year Everyone. When Lunar New Year is mention, GAMBLING can not be left out. Yesterday, my whole family stayed up until midnight playing Bau Cua Ca Cop, thirteen, and poker. For those who don't know, bau cua ca cop is similar to the american Crown and Anchor. Three dice with pictures of fish, prawn, rooster, calabash gourd, and stag are used; and the played bet their money on which picture will appear. It's one of those game where you can win a lot fast, but loose more faster. I lost most of my money including my lucky cash (red envelopes) T^T. I made a quick comeback however when we switch to play poker. I won even more when we switched to play thirteen. With all the money won, in the end, I have the same amount of money I started with. With that being said, the conclusion is, if u don't feel super lucky, just don't get yourself into bau cua ca ngua. xD

Goong S is about a Korean royalty, Lee Hoo who has been raised among commoners. His mother, a former princess escaped the Palace in oder to keep her protect her baby from the bad people among the government who wants the throne. After the throne's successor, her husband, died. The throne was left vacant. A candidate for the throne is one of the bad guy's son. At this time, Lee Hoo was found and brought back to the Palace by the Empress. However, being raised as a commoner, for him to transform into a royalty is no joke. Lee Hoo goes through many challenges and scandals in order to be recognize. He also has to compete with the other throne candidate. However, the problem is, his opponent receive more supports from the people and is better than him in almost all ways....

Goong used to be one of my least favorite drama because of it's dramatic plots. But surprisingly GoongS which is the season two of Goong is enjoyable. But then again... I'm only half way through the drama so there's no guarantee that the serie will still be good later on. BUT- one of the reason why GoongS is better than Goong is because Se7en is in it. For those who like Junsu from DBSK, you must also like Se7en's voice. I'm not saying he's better than Junsu, but definitely have a gorgeous voice. The story line of GoongS is also less dramatic (so far). Even though GoongS is second season of Goong, it's about a totally different story. So any one who have free time and is bored, this is also a good drama to check out. xD ~more descriptions on my next blog 

Feng Shui

Another wonderful weekend is about to be over. The first two days of my long weekend was awesome; doing nothing but chatting, eating, sleeping, and watching dramas. Until i made a mistake. i let my friend brought a book of Feng Shui over my house. My mom changed my sister's and my room all over to fit the book's recommendations. But the thing is... she started the moving around midnight!!!! That's not the end though. The day after, since my sister had to go to work, my mom, dad and me had to continue. But I guess it wouldn't be right for me to complain either, since i didn't help much. but after the rooms are rearranged. It has a different feel. I hope i'll be smarter with the new arrangement now!!! xD

First love*-My indescribable happy ending -______-

I can’t picture his face in my head anymore now. 

I met Mike during my freshman’s year at Gunderson. I have always thought he was really attractive, cute, cool, friendly, and has nice style. He was an upper-classman whom I respected and liked. We knew each other since my friends are friends to him. I can act myself comfortably when I’m with my friends, but to those i don’t know well, I’m very shy. Therefore, I could never brought myself to say hi to him especially when he was always hanging out with people I don’t know. There was no reason for us to talk to each other.  Until one time, out of no where, he said hi to me. And the day after, when I just got out of class, Mike was hanging out with my friends, and he ran over to said hi to me, and talked for a while. As we talked, I realized that he was also shy and quiet in a way. Gradually after that day, we became friendlier; and talked more often to each other. He was very different from me: more mature, outgoing, doesn’t say stupid things, and good at sports. He can do many things that I could never do then. More than just simply like, I looked up to him and respected him a lot. The only similarity we shared was our passion for asian music. But my style of music and his was also different. While he listen to a lot of love songs that goes in slow melodies, those kinds of song simply put me into sleep. In other word, I guess he was more romantic than i am. Despite all the difference, talking to him make me happy. 

Later, I realized that he had a girlfriend. She was also pretty, smart, friendly and nice, better than me in every aspect. Even though it was a little disappointing to find out, I didn’t stop liking him. To me, dating the guy i like wasn’t important; top priority is to have fun, and since I had fun, it didn’t matter. I couldn’t tell Mike I like him, so I told him I respected him and look up to him very much. I didn’t want anyone to notice I like him. So sometimes I make up excuses and avoid conversations so that it wouldn’t look like I look forward to talking to him. But in my head I was regretting it. 

Then summer vacation came. I got a job at a community center and made many new friends. I was also busy with a college class. And eventually I unconsciously forgot about Mike. We still chat online from time to time accept I couldn’t remember his face anymore. I was also more confident when talking to him. A month after summer vacation, he broke up with his girlfriend. I met him in the mall a while after that. We talked for a while and he said he like me and asked if I would be his girlfriend. But everything also end here....

Consciously or unconsciously, people are always yearning for things that they don’t have. I probably liked Mike because he was out of my reach. But the moment Mike asked me out, I realized that I don’t like him anymore. So I told him I really respect him as my uper-classman. I was NEVER regretting my decision since i found out he got another girlfriend about one week after.......fesurgytaggajg%^#^^%$&^%

It's only the beginning of second semester and school is tense again. Maybe it's because of the fact that I wasn't good in one of class last semester that I feel very nervous about it this semester. I'm trying to be more confident. But before I can accomplish that, there is going to be a quiz this week. Oh gosh I'm freaking out right now. Even though I understand my lessons so far. I'm still not very confident. Please wish me luck everyoneee >.< 

Coming back to school was a real challenge. Considering how much i slept everyday during break, waking up early was more like a punishment. first day was tiring but at least I was more awake. But on tuesday, my sleep-debt grew and I was even more tired. I don't remember what day it was, but we were reading a story in english class. I tried so hard opening my eyes, but words were jumping around in my head, that i didn't even know what mr. Thompson was reading. And the next thing I know, my head was on the book. I couldn't help it. my next class was a bit different though. I can finish my work fast and sleep comfortably in that class. xD I hope i can be more awake next week. p.s: Mr. Thompson, I didn't stay up late partying, this is the reason xD

I can't believe break is going to be over in two days. Even though in earlier blog I mentioned not wanting to go back to school, I was somewhat missing school. But now that I'm going to have to go back to school, I don't want to. I miss break and the feeling of spending everyday not having to worry about school work. Going back to school, I won't be able to waste my day watching dramas after dramas, and listen to music. I want to be lazy some more. I'm also nervous about next semester since school is going to be harder. And in one class, I thought that first semester was already hard, I don't know how I'm going to do second semester. I have been sleeping until 12 or later; and having my breakfast at 2pm. But going back to school, I'm going to have to wake up at 6:3o!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a feeling that I'm going to be late on the first day. My goals for next semester are: to do well in math and get at least a B (A would be good though xD), to remember to do blogs, to actually get to class (1st per) on time more often, and to be able to keep myself away from distractions. I would like to seriously work hard next semester and stop disappoint my teacher with my tardiness. Talking about being tardy, I really can't figure why I was always late

love~composed with co-operation of some friends

Love is a game just meant to be played.

Love is a phrase just overly clichéd.

It's dominated by cheaters, players, and rule-breakers.

Where three words often said are lies spoken by fakers.

Love is an emotion and hormones are the cause.

Love is perfection that brings out your flaws.

Young ones are swayed into believing that it's real.

Soon concious of mistakes, next fear is what you feel.

Love is a wish desired by so many loners.

Love is a sight shown off by its owners.

It's a sad pathetic world when love is only wanted,

for the sake of having it, and for it to be flaunted.

Love is a drug, addictive and strong.

Love is a toy. and you're strung along.

The endings are painful, yet again you will start,

to end with more lies and tears, and another cruelly broken heart.

Love is a reason to be treated like dirt.

Love is an excuse, an excuse to get hurt.