Part 1

I am frightened. I have been scared since last night. Like every other night, my sister was sitting on my bed with her laptop on her lap, watching a drama. I was watching a cartoon on my desktop. Sometimes, she would laugh ridiculously. I guess the drama was funny; but her laugh was even funnier. We watched our drama/cartoon for two hours straight until she started typing enthusiastically. So I guessed she was chatting to some friends. I turned around and asked who she was chatting with and she said she wasn't chatting. I didn't care much and turned back to my cartoon. But for a long time, she kept on typing.....fast and nonstop. I couldn't stop my curiosity and turned around and asking her again "What are you typing anyway, dang". she looked at me questioningly. "have you gone mad? am not typing", she replied. As she talked to me, her fingers didn't stop typing. Her face seemed so confused, yet her fingers kept on typing. So I ran over, and jumped onto the bed. I leaned over to check on the her laptop screen. I only saw her drama playing on the screen. I started to get a little cold. When I looked down at her keyboard, her finger didn't stop typing. I looked up slowly. But when my eyes were at her face, she wasn't my sister. I saw a little girl with no hair and gaunt, pale body. My eyes opened so wide it could have popped out. My body froze for a minute, not knowing what to do. I snapped out of it fast and jumped down from the bed while screaming. My head smashed on to the floor quite hard, but there was no pain. She put the laptop aside and stepped down from my bed. As I took a closer look at her, her skin has kinda rotten rather than just pale. She walked closer and closer to me as I tried to drag myself back away from her. She kneeled down next to me. She looked at me with soulless eyes that suddenly widen. I hit the wall and couldn't scoot back any further. she open her mouth and cried out loud mournfully. I was shaking nonstop, so scared I could have peed in my pants. She lowered her voice and went through my hair with her hand. By that time, I couldn't differentiate between my sweats and tears. She cried mournfully, terrifyingly. The next thing I know, my sister was pulling my toes, trying to crack them so that I could wake up. I found my self on my bed. Everything must have been a dream. But right now, I feel like she's behind me. SHHHH. don't turn around. You will see her!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. (jk jk did I scare you? xD kekeke)

Another good drama I watched recently was The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince. The main female character, Eun Chan, lost her father when she was little. Her mother never do any hard work so as an oldest child she has to work all day to take care of her family. She also gave up on school to work so that her sister can have proper education. Under these conditions, she gave up her feminine side. Han Kyul is a heir of a big food company happened to hire her as his male lover (in order to avoid arrange marriage) not knowing she's a girl. They became acquaintance. When Han Kyul's grandmother put him in charge of a coffee shop, he hired Eun Chan along with 3 other good looking boys. The coffee shop is later called Prince where only princes work. Under Han Kyul's excellent leadership the shop grow; and overtime, the workers also developed bonds toward each other and become good friends. The drama however, focus on the romance developed between Han Kyul and Eun Chan. But the problem is unaware of Eun Chan's real gender, how will Han Kyul accept his homosexuality? this comedy-romance drama will surely entertain you under my guarantee!!xDDD

Christmas just passed yet I still feel like it hasn't. Everyday has been a holiday ever since winter break: the feeling of being able to stay up as late as you want and not having to worry about waking up early the day after. I can watch dramas and movies and listen to music all day long and not having to worry about home works (well unless i get any soon), and go to bed without having to set up the alarm. Before break, every time I wake up in the morning, the comfortable, warm, and soft bed made me wish that i could lie down and go back to sleep once again. But now, sometimes I would set the alarm up for some reason, and the next morning it would wake me up; but i don't have to yearn for the bed, instead i can just go back to my comfortable sleep with no worries. Mannn..... the feeling of going back to sleep again is sooooo good. The weather has been cool and comfy, which make it even better when lie on the couch enjoying all day. Especially the rain, it puts me into the most comfy state hohhohhh....ekkekekeke. But then my family didn't open presents on Christmas Eve. We all got our gifts early. But it was fun either way with our family party. Man, I'm gonna miss all these feeling when we go back to school...T^T  

NOBODY by Wonder Girls is my favorite song from them. One part from this song that goes "i want nobody, nobody but you" is also the line that started my lyric conversation with Rachel (that I talked about in the last blog). This song is a "MUST HEAR" and the mv is a "MUST WATCH". The music video is extremely amusing/entertaining!! and the artist is my favorite korean girl band!!!!!!!!! >.< kekeek~~~~~~

i want nobody, nobody but chu~~

Rachel and I was chatting yesterday when I started to type "I want nobody, nobody but you" (which is a line from the song NOBODY by Wonder Girls). And Rachel typed back "'I'm ur man" (which is a line from the song UR MAN by SS501). And just like that we continued our conversation through english lines in korean, chinese, and japanese songs' lyrics. We continued until like around 1:00 in the morning. It was hilariously entertaining in many ways and got even better today when we continued in chem. 

My weekend has been ridiculous. I didn't even get to watch drama. So many wok to do: chem, math, english, hist , spanish. I don't even know how i'm gonna do on the tests next week now!!!bwahahahha. Someone please tell me the best way to stay focus, I keep on getting distracted.ToT~

My most recent top favorite is a korean drama called WHO ARE YOU?, also known as WHO IS IT?. Son Il Gun is father of the main female lead passed away in a mysterious way. Regretting on the unfinished business and promises he left with his daughter, he begged the reaper to let him stay on earth. He is granted 49 days, in which he can spend 3 hours everyday using Seung Ho's body. Seung Ho is a representative for a big company. He was abandoned by his parents since little and grew up to be cold hearted, rude, "clean freak". Because of his usual dislikable personality, when he suddenly act strange, friendly and funky for 3 hours(when Il Gun obsess his body), many misunderstanding was caused (his workers thought he had mental problem, and Il Gun's daughter thought he's a stalker while he isn't aware of why they think so.) xD Yoon Kye Sang (little brother in drama SHE IS NINETEEN) is starring as main lead WHO ARE YOU? is a romantic comedy and the whole series can be found on mysoju.com >.

I went shopping with my family on friday to Walnut Creek. I was surprise that it wasn't even as crowed as i imagined. We didn't have to get in a long line to pay. It was supper fun. However, my cousin was annoying. I usually like long rides, but riding with her was like a punishment. She kept on talking nonstop till the point I don't even know what she's saying. And she even ask me why I seem tired. I was like "cuz ur annoying duh" in my mind.  

It has been a delicious weekend, full of food. Thanksgiving was the best. In my family, we only celebrate Thanksgiving among ourselves since most of our family members are oversea. But it's fun in its own way. The foods were insanely good. Man, my mom's good cook. Thanksgiving was really nice and i've been eating good food for the whole weekend kekekeke

Similar to PUZZLE, a drama that I blogged about earlier, a new Taiwanese drama called CLUE COLLECTOR also came out. It's about a group of baddest students on the black list (who are incredibly intelligent) who would solve crime cases among the school. They are brought toghether by their teacher (but she's not important). Those who are a fan of Fareinheit must watch this drama, because one of the main cast is Aaron in the band. kekekek xD

In My So Call Life , for the episode that we watched in class today, I think that its theme will have something to do with loving the way you look as it is. So far, it seem to mention a lot about appearance. Like the main character is not confident of how she look because of her zit; and same with her mother because of her wrinkles. The main character's friend is hurt because of how people voted her on the pole. The mother's friend is totally confident of how she look and her daughter became self-conscious because of hoe other judge her on the pole. Since there are so many details about appearance, the theme of this episode will probably have something to do with it.

Puzzle!!!~

I am currently watching an incredibly interesting drama called PUZZLE. The drama is about an English teacher with poor English skill. She acts like a perfect role model infront of everyone else, but show her true arrogance infront of her students. She loves money and her self (in other word selfish) over her students. However, she is brilliant when it comes to "puzzles". And on the weekends, she and 3 of her students solve various cases that has to do with reward and money!!!

My grade went up thanks to the test result. I should feel happy and yet I fail to be exciting. I'm really disappointed since seeing my grade going up, today should have been one of my supper hyper day. But then I was so sleepy and tired that I couldn't feel the excitement. Anyway, I got my hyperactivity? back after school when my friends and I did something really lame lol

OMG!! I really want to do math homework today since it's the only homework I have, and yet I forgot it in my locker!! But on the other hand, I get to watch WGM today I thought that episode 27 is the last episode for the old partners, but I guess not. I just found out that they can continue but only if both partners agree. For those who don't know what I am talking about, WGM is the last show that I blogged about xD

Reading the court scene in To Kill A Mockingbird, I was expecting that the judge would give Tom Robinson a guilty verdict. However it was still really disappointing when i read to that part. It was so clear that Tom is innocent and yet the judge still make guilty. I think that this scene to Scout and Jem will let them see the cruel reality around them. 

I am currently addicted to a Korean show called "We Got Married". I know the title sounds weird, but if you watch it, it's very refreshing and entertaining. It's about four predetermined pairs of celebrities, who will pretend to be real life married couples. The participants will spend time together just like husband /wife. Every week, there will be an assignment for them (like do a house-warming party, buy a present for their parents or make a love lunchbox...ect). If you know me, I don't usually watch shows that aren't funny. I think anyone who likes comedies or like Asian game shows (like X-man or Loveletter) should try watching this. My favorite couples are J-Crown/In-young and Andy/Solbi; but later on Hwangbo's pair is also entertaining. I haven't finish the show yet, but like I said I'm currently addicted to it lol I laugh like crazy watching it!!!So expect that this show will crack you up badly lol. 

TKAM

I think that To Kill a Mockingbird has gotten much better lately. I love how the author can make such a smooth transition between childhood and adulthood. I can see the difference between chapter eight and nine  very clearly. They don't mention about Boo Radley anymore now but it would be nice if he appear again. Even though sometimes the book confuses me, I still think that it's a very good book. I think I am starting to like the story more now!!!! xD

!!!!!I spent the whole day today without remembering that I also have history homework. I thought I just have to do math so I can start tomorrow. I didn't remember until chatting with Rachel ahhahh. Man~ I'm doomed. I think I need one of those homework reminder or something ahhah

Hmmm.....I love the weather right now. But it sucks to have to wake up early in this kind of comfortable, cool weather. Yesterday it even rain!!! How exciting is that. But too bad since I cant hear the rain from inside my house. But I was able to feel it at least. xD I can't wait for Christmas now that Halloween already passed >.< ahhahah!!!!!!

Hmmmmm..........For some reason, even when I go to bed earlier than my friends or stay up as late as them, they seems more awake and energetic than I am. Moreover, my teachers' voices are super soothing. Such that I can fall as sleep so easy in their classes. During the last test for one of my class, I was so sleepy and tired that I couldn't focus on the problems. What do I do now???!! I really want to pay full attention in class and I tried super hard to (believe it or not); but I can't if I keep on sleeping T-T

Hmmm....... Halloween is coming. But for some reason, I can't help but thinks about Christmas. I think Christmas is the sweetest holiday ever. Families get to come together. Colorful decorations and/or light bulbs on houses. But the most exciting part is the Christmas presents. Since family members from far to near gather together to celebrate, there are a lot of presents. Moreover, the foods are extremely indescribable!!!!! ahhahah, man, I can't wait for Christmas!!! xD

How can people feel hot in this kind of weather? It is night time right now, the weather is suppose to be super cold. And yet, I am sitting in the living room with wide open doors so that the freezing breeze can attack me, because my parents are hot. They kept on making excuses for opening the doors but I know that the real reason is because they're just hot. It is weird because we're all sitting in the living room; my mom is wearing a no sleeve night gown and my dad is wearing short, while I am covering myself in warm materials (and I'm not gonna name all of them). What even creepier is that my mom turn on the fan during diner. It is freezing!!!!!!! but my parents will never realize T-T

I just noticed how many blogs I am missing. This is really tiring tring to do a bunch of blogs in one day. I am running out of ideas already. Writing a blog is easy and doesn't take much time. Butt I guess because it's not like a class assignment where I have to turn in right in class, I don't tend to force myself to do it. So when I check my grade, I was pretty surprise by the amount of blogs that I am missing...........T-T

Hello My Teacher is my recent favorite drama. It's a fun comedy about a teacher named Na Bori, who used to be a legendary fighter in her high school time, and her students. She was expelled from school because of a misunderstanding that she fight and injure a group of male students. Nevertheless, Na Bori works hard for six years to become a teacher so that she can work at her old high school ( work side by side with a teacher that she loves). However, a condition for her to work at this school is that she has to watch over a student Park Tae In an extreme trouble making student. She is assign into a special class (for thick-head students). Having been a trouble maker and was misunderstood by teacher, Na Bori understands and interact well with her students. However, her road toward being a teacher that she wants to be is not that easy. Emotion developments, actions, secrets, drama, and even unbearable comedy!!!! episodes in subtitles can be find on mysoju.com xD enjoy~

Man, this week is gonna be a long week. I just got my test score back in math which apparently displeased me. And what make it worst is that I am going to have another quiz this week in that class which will drag me down even more if I don't do well on. I just had a horrible test in Spanish that which I predict won't turn out too good either. I think there is another science benchmark or what not on thursday; and I barely know anything in that class. Same with history, another benchmark. My English grade is also turning out worst than I expected because I forgot about the whole blogging thing. MAN I AM FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!

Kids???!![shivers]

Some kids are innocent and act like their age. However, these days, kids are getting scarier and scarier. I'm talking about little kids up to ten years old. Last thursday, I shared my summer experience with kids with my friends so I decided to blog about it. Last summer, I got to work with a summer camp; and my job was to supervise (or play with) kids from 5-10 years old. These kids didn't cry or act as annoying as my cousin. But what so funny was that these kids (mostly girls between 5-7 years old) would always talk about boyfriends/girlfriends, which staff is hot, and celebrity news. Most of the boys are more innocent. However, there were few individuals who would go around and flirt with the girls. I don't know about you, but I feel "innocent" in front of them. My cousin is 6 years old. She look smaller than her age and takes forever to grow. She looks innocent and adorable but ONLY some times. She's not like the kids that I worked with. But she does talks like an old lady. And can be annoying and spoil at times too. Man, i don't like kids!!! they're SCARYYYYY *~*

There is an old man in my apartment. He looks at least seventy-something. And yet, every time I see him, he would be collecting recycle trash. One day I walk to school around 7:30, and I would see him picking up recycle trash. Another day I walk to school around 7:00, and I would see him picking up recycle trash. And another day I walk to school around 6:30, and I would see him doing the same thing. No matter how early I come to school, I would see that man doing the same thing, picking up recycle trash. I come home from school around 6:00, and I would see him doing the same thing, picking up recycle trash. Some days I go out with my families or friends and come home later, I would see that very same man, still out there, picking up recycle trash. Do you think he's freaky??? If you were there to see that old man with your very own eyes, you probably wouldn't think so.  With old, dirty faded clothing, he looks like he always wear the same thing every time I see him. I wonders where his children are or does he even has kids. I wonder why his relatives would leave him to work like this; or does he even has any. Looking at him, I feel like an ignorant, spoiled little brat. I whines about how long and annoying my homework is without realizing how lucky I am for being able to go to school. I complains how my parents yell at me when I'm so lucky to actually have parents. I shows that I'm not content when I don't get what i want yet i don't realize how fortunate i am to have what  I already had. I whines a lot!!! Looking at this man who is about as old as my grandfather, working his butt off everyday just to get food on the table (he probably didn't do it as hobby), I feel fortunate yet guilty. I always bow to him every time we pass by each other as a form of showing respect to an elder. And every time, he would give me a very warm smile; yet for some reason, I can't help but feel sad. Well, not just sad but rather sad, pity, depress yet happy and guilty (a very indescribable feeling)..............: )   

Fly to the Sky !!!xD

FTTS- LIke a Man MV. enjoy<33

Fly to the Sky (FTTS) is a really interesting dou (double singers i guess). If you're one of those who watch korean game shows like X-man and Love Letter, you would know what I am saying. These korean game shows are super funny and you can find subtitles on youtube. Anyway, Fly to the Sky consists of Hwanhee and Brian Joo. They have been around for a while and tend to sing soft music kind of thing. Brian, who often appear on Love Letter rocks the show with his funniness (gorilla dance lol). I always crack up when I watch the show. If you've never watched Love Letter or Fly to the Sky, it's never too late to do that now :] .......

This is a part of an ep from Loveletter. If you watched the mv first, u can tell that brian is really different here xD

Creon :]

"I shall never give to the dishonourable the same rights as those I give to the honourable but he who loves his city will earn the same honours whether alive or dead". From my perspective, Creon seems to be someone who put his city before everything else. He is strict rather than cruel. To him royalties or beggars, traitors and criminals are all the same. This is also why he leave Polyneices unburied as a punishment for betraying the country or city. I think that Creon is being merciless for all right reasons. It is a good thing that he doesn't let his family matters influence his decisions. His merciless reaction to Polyneices' death also says that he is a man who does not act according to emotions. Even though leaving a dead man corpse to be devour and eaten by birds and dogs is a bit too harsh, he is still a good leader. 

Epik High forever!!!xD

Epik High is one of the best (korean) band ever!!! They consists of three people in their band. Tablo graduated from Standford, so that might have influence their music xD They're not super good looking, but they definitely have talent. They writes their own songs, all kinds of songs: sad, funny, true, cute, emotional. Some are really inspiring like the song Soul. Their music is much like American music, so I definitely recommend everyone to listen to them. You can find their songs with subtitle in youtube. One of my favorite song from them is Fan (the lyric might offend some ppl) just because it's really true and the mv is awesome. The songs is about how fans are like foolish lovers. The mv, you can interpret it in many ways, but this is what I think: a mad fan kidnapped her idol; but he's scared of her. She wanted him to take a bath, so she put him in the washing machine (the mv is just exaggerating). He tried to commit suicide because he was too afraid of her. She didn't want him to be sad so she decided to send him away using a rocket. But her experiment fail so he died. But you can look at it so many other ways too :] enjoy the mv!!!

 

 

Bou-iiii :] what gender do u think this person is???

Iljimae is probably the only historical drama that I like. It takes place during the Jaseon Dynasty in Korea. A righteous official was falsely accused for being a rebel and got killed. Hiding in the closet, the official's son witnessed his father being killed in the house yard. The little boy was able to escape, but dew to the shock, he couldn't remember anything. A robber family raised him. During daytime, he's a mischievous and useless gangster in the marketplace. But at night, He becomes Iljimae, a chivalrous robber. One of my favorite part is when he get his memories back. he still pretend to be useless, but emotional inside. And when he first started to rob the corrupt government officials. The genre of this drama is suppose to be historical; but i would say it's historical, comedy, mysterious, (suspense), sad, little romance. The ending is definitely genius xD. I'm sure it'll worth watching. Wonderful plot and actors (Lee Junki xD is casting iljimae). Once you start you'll get addicted (well I did). Hilariously sad drama *w*...........////

golf/mike

I find siblings singing together kinda cute ^w^ This is Golf and Mike :]

Hidden Message

I tried to find how many hidden messages (or themes) Oedipus has and these two came to my mind first. One is fate is something that one can't escape. Laius tried to avoid  the prediction that he is going to be killed by his son and abandoned his child. However, because of that, his son killed him without knowing that Laius was his father. Oedipus also tried to avoid the prediction of him killing his father and sleeping with his mother by running away; but because he ran away, he killed his father and slept with his mother. It's kind of like it was their fate to listen to the fortune teller, which lead them to trying to avoiding the predictions and fall in to the prediction. Another hidden message that came to me was a "man's debt is his child's pay" (I don't remember the real phrase). But what this phrase is trying to say is that because Laius and his wife committed a sin by abandoning  child , and because of that his son had to pay the price of killing Laius and sleeping with his mother. This also link to another similar theme that is everything has its price. What I mean is if you do a bad thing, at some point in your life, you'll have to pay for it. If anyone find out another theme of the book so far, please tell me, I'm interested :]

Oedipus

Oedipus' family issues seem really weird and disgusting to me at first. But now that I think about it, I feel pity for Oedipus. He was abandoned by his own parents. He grew up not knowing that the people who raised him are not his real parent. He killed a stranger without knowing that the man is actually his dad. I mean, just think about it, to not know who your real parent are; and to not know that a stranger you see on the street is actually your father; and moreover to kill that man with your own two hands without knowing that he is your father is really sad. He married a woman without knowing that she is his mother. I think his story is more than just about a disgusting relationship. It's just really sad to me. I find it rather hard to read. 

first

In "My So Called Life" so far, Angela seems to be struggling, trying to find her true self. She is being influence by her new friends in high school and is changing. Her friends and family expect her to be a certain way, and are shock at her change. It seems that her family and friends doesn't understand her; but at the same time, she doesn't understand them either.